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Saturday, March 14, 2026

Lord, Help Me See - (John 9:1, 6–9, 13–17, 34–38)

 

Homily: “Lord, Help Me See”

(John 9:1, 6–9, 13–17, 34–38)


Several years ago, a surgeon who specialized in restoring sight told the story of a young boy who had been blind since birth.

After a delicate surgery, the day finally came when the bandages would be removed.

The room was quiet. His parents stood nearby holding their breath.

The doctor slowly removed the bandages.

For the first time in his life, light flooded into the boy’s eyes.

He blinked… looked around the room… staring at everything with amazement.

Then he turned toward his mother.

He reached out his hand, touched her face gently, and asked a question that brought everyone in the room to tears.

He said:

“Mom… is this what you look like?”

[Pause]

For the first time in his life, he could see the face of the person who had loved him since the day he was born.

Brothers and sisters,

Today’s Gospel tells the story of another man who experienced that same miracle.

But what Jesus gives him is not only sight for his eyes…

He gives sight to his soul.


In today’s Gospel we meet a man who has lived his entire life in darkness.

He has never seen the sky.
Never seen the face of a loved one.
Never seen the beauty of the world around him.

And when Jesus’ disciples see him, they ask a question many people still ask when they encounter suffering.

"Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?"

They assume suffering must be someone's fault.

But Jesus shifts their perspective.

He says:

"Neither he nor his parents sinned; it is so that the works of God might be made visible through him."

In other words, Jesus reveals something powerful:

Even suffering can become a place where God’s glory appears.


Then Jesus does something unusual.

He spits on the ground, makes mud with the dust of the earth, and spreads it on the man’s eyes.

At first this may seem strange.

But if we remember the story of creation in Genesis, something beautiful appears.

God created humanity from the dust of the earth.

So when Jesus takes dust and forms clay again, something deeper is happening.

The Creator is restoring His creation.

Jesus is not simply healing this man.

He is re-creating him.


But the miracle is not finished yet.

Jesus tells the man:

"Go wash in the Pool of Siloam."

And here is something we should not overlook.

The man obeys.

He cannot see Jesus.
He does not fully understand what is happening.

But he trusts.

He walks to the pool.
He washes the clay from his eyes.

And suddenly, for the first time in his life…

he sees.

Imagine that moment.

Light rushing into his eyes.
The colors of the world.
The faces of people around him.


But strangely, the miracle does not lead to celebration.

Instead, the religious leaders begin questioning him.

They interrogate him.
They challenge him.

Eventually they throw him out.

Why?

Because the miracle challenges their certainty.

They believe they already understand God.

And here the Gospel quietly reveals something powerful:

The man who was blind begins to see…
while those who claim to see become spiritually blind.

When they question him, the man simply says:

“I was blind… and now I see.”

[Pause]

Those words describe more than physical healing.

They describe spiritual awakening.

Because the greatest blindness is not failing to see the world…

it is failing to see God.


One of the greatest saints in the history of the Church once described his life before conversion as a kind of blindness.

His name was St. Augustine.

Augustine was brilliant. Educated. Successful.

But he spent years searching for happiness in everything except God.

Later he wrote these words:

"I was blind, and I loved my blindness.
You were there, Lord, but I did not see you."

Then one day he encountered Christ in a profound way.

And his eyes were finally opened.

And he wrote the famous words:

“Late have I loved you, O Beauty ever ancient, ever new.”

Augustine realized something the blind man in today’s Gospel also discovered:

The greatest blindness is not failing to see the world —
it is failing to see God.


And the Gospel ends in a beautiful way.

After the man is rejected and thrown out, Jesus goes looking for him.

Notice that.

The world rejects him.

But Jesus seeks him out.

And when Jesus finds him, He asks a question:

"Do you believe in the Son of Man?"

The man answers with humility:

"Who is he, sir, that I may believe in him?"

And Jesus says,

"You have seen him, and the one speaking with you is he."

Now imagine that moment.

This man had just begun seeing the world for the first time.
He had seen people, faces, colors, and the beauty of creation.

But now something even greater happens.

For the first time in his life, he recognizes the One who healed him.

He sees not only the world around him…

he sees the Savior.

And his response is immediate:

“I do believe, Lord.”

And the Gospel tells us:

he worshiped Him.


Brothers and sisters,

That is the true miracle of this Gospel.

Not simply that a man who was blind could see the world.

But that his eyes were opened enough to recognize Christ.

Because many people today can see perfectly with their eyes…

yet they never recognize God working in their lives.

And so perhaps the most honest prayer we can offer today is very simple:

[Slow down]

Lord Jesus…

I was blind…

Help me to see.

 


Friday, March 13, 2026

Homily: “I Was Blind, and Now I See” homily on John 9:1–41


Homily: “I Was Blind, and Now I See”  Homily on John 9:1–41


In today’s Gospel, we meet a man who has been blind from birth.

He has never seen a sunrise.

Never seen his parents’ faces.

Never seen the road in front of him.

And when the disciples see him, they ask a question that many of us ask when life is hard:

“Who sinned?”

Whose fault is this?

But Jesus answers in a surprising way:

“Neither he nor his parents sinned.

This happened so that the works of God might be made visible through him.”

In other words, this man’s life is not meaningless.

His suffering is not wasted.

God will use it for something greater.

Jesus then kneels down, makes clay with His saliva, and rubs it on the man’s eyes.

And He tells him, “Go wash in the pool of Siloam.”

The man could have said,

“Why mud?”

“Why walk there?”

“Why not heal me right now?”

But instead, he goes. He trusts. He obeys.

And when he washes…he can see.

That moment must have been overwhelming.

The first thing his eyes ever saw was light.

But what follows is even more remarkable.

Instead of joy, the man faces questioning.

Instead of praise, he faces doubt.

Instead of celebration, he faces rejection.

The Pharisees say, “This man cannot be from God.”

They examine him again and again.
They pressure him.
They threaten him.

But listen to his simple faith:

“All I know is this:

I was blind, and now I see.”

He doesn’t argue theology.

He doesn’t give a lecture.

He gives a witness.

That is how faith grows: not through winning arguments,

but through telling the truth of what God has done for us.

And when they throw him out of the synagogue,

Jesus goes to find him.

He does not leave him alone.

He seeks him out.

And when Jesus asks,

“Do you believe in the Son of Man?”

the man says,

“Lord, I believe,” and he worships Him.

This Gospel shows us something beautiful:

the man moves from darkness, to sight…
Then to faith…
and then to worship.

That is the journey of every Christian life.

Let me share that once again.

the man moves from darkness, to sight…
Then to faith…
and then to worship.

 


Let me share a short story to help us understand a little more deeply.

There was a little girl who was born with very poor eyesight.

She could not read books like the other children.

She could not see faces clearly.

She often bumped into things.

One day her mother asked her,

“Does it make you sad that you can’t see like the other kids?”

The girl thought for a moment and said,

“Sometimes… but God must have a reason.”

Years later, she was able to have a very special surgery.

And after the bandages were removed,

for the first time in her life, she saw clearly.

She began to cry.

Her mother said,

“Why are you crying? You can see now!”

And the girl answered,

“I think God wanted me to learn how to trust Him before I learned how to see.”

“I think God wanted me to learn how to trust Him before I learned how to see.”

 

Wow! That is wisdom, and from such a young soul.

And that is exactly what the blind man in the Gospel learned.

Before he ever saw Jesus’ face, he trusted Jesus’ voice.

Before he ever worshiped Him, he obeyed Him.

And that is why his healing becomes a miracle of the soul,
not just of the eyes.


Families, this Gospel speaks to us today because many of us can see physically… but we struggle to see spiritually.

We see our problems clearly.
We see our worries clearly.
We see the brokenness of the world clearly.

But do we see God at work?

Do we see His mercy?
Do we see His hand guiding us?
Do we see His presence in our homes?

The Pharisees see the miracle… but refuse to believe.

Why?

Because they already think they know everything.

But the blind man is humble.

He is open.

He is willing to be taught.

And that makes all the difference.

Children, this Gospel teaches you something important:
Jesus is not just someone you learn about.
He is someone you follow.

Parents and grandparents,
this Gospel reminds us that the most powerful faith we pass on
is not perfect knowledge… but lived trust.

The blind man does not say,

“I understand everything.”

He says,

“I was blind, and now I see.”

That is faith.

Faith does not mean life is easy.

It means life has light.

Faith does not mean there is no suffering.

It means suffering has meaning.

Faith does not mean we never struggle.

It means we never struggle alone.


And look at how this Gospel ends.

The man is cast out.

He loses his place in the community.

But Jesus finds him.

When the world pushes him away, Jesus pulls him close.

That is our hope.

When we are confused, Jesus finds us.

When we are afraid, Jesus finds us.

When we are rejected, Jesus finds us.

And He asks us the same question He asked that man:

“Do you believe?”

Not: “Do you understand everything?”

Not: “Have you figured it all out?”

But: “Do you trust Me?”

And when the man answers yes, he worships Jesus.

Because the goal of healing is not comfort.

The goal of healing is communion with God.

 

Let us end in prayer:

Lord, open our eyes.

Help us see Your hand in our lives.

Help us see Your love in our families.

Help us see Your grace even in our trials.

And when we do not understand,

let us still say with the man born blind:

“Lord, I believe.”

And may that faith become light not only for us,

but for our children,

and especially for

a world still searching for sight.

Amen


Friday, March 6, 2026

The Thirst We all Carry - Lent: 3rd Sunday Year A




Homily: The Thirst We All Carry

My brothers and sisters,

Today’s Gospel brings us to a well—Jacob’s well. A simple place. An ordinary place. And yet, it becomes the setting for one of the most powerful encounters in the Gospel.

Jesus is tired from His journey. The Gospel tells us He sits down by the well at noon, the hottest part of the day. And then a Samaritan woman approaches to draw water.

Now at first glance, this seems like a normal moment. But everything about this encounter breaks cultural boundaries.

Jews did not associate with Samaritans.
Men did not publicly speak with women who were strangers.
And respectable women usually came to draw water early in the morning or late in the evening—not in the blazing heat of noon.

Which tells us something about this woman.

She was likely avoiding people.

Why?

Because her life had become complicated… painful… messy.

Jesus reveals that she has had five husbands, and the man she is living with now is not her husband.

In other words, this woman carried shame.
She carried a past.
She carried wounds.

And yet Jesus chooses this woman, in this moment, to reveal one of the deepest truths of the Gospel.


Jesus Meets Us in Our Broken Places

Notice something important.

Jesus doesn’t begin by condemning her.

He begins with a simple request:

“Give me a drink.”

The Creator of the universe asks a broken human being for water.

Why?

Because Jesus always begins with relationship.

He meets us where we are.

Not where we pretend to be.
Not where we wish we were.

But where we actually are.

At the well.

At the place of thirst.


The Deep Thirst of the Human Heart

Then Jesus says something extraordinary:

“Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again.
But whoever drinks the water I shall give will never thirst.”

My friends, this woman came to the well for physical water.

But Jesus knew she was thirsty for something much deeper.

And the truth is—so are we.

Every human heart carries a thirst.

A thirst for love.
A thirst for meaning.
A thirst for belonging.
A thirst for forgiveness.

We try to satisfy that thirst in many ways.

Through success.
Through relationships.
Through possessions.
Through pleasure.
Through distractions.

But none of these can completely satisfy the human soul.

Why?

Because the thirst in our hearts is God-shaped.

And only God can fill it.

As St. Augustine famously said:

“Our hearts are restless until they rest in You, O Lord.”


Jesus Knows Us Completely… and Loves Us Anyway

The turning point of the Gospel happens when Jesus tells the woman her story.

“You have had five husbands…”

Imagine the moment.

Her past—the very thing she likely hid from others—Jesus sees it clearly.

And yet…

He doesn’t walk away.

He stays.

This is the heart of the Gospel.

Jesus knows everything about us.

Every mistake.
Every sin.
Every regret.
Every hidden wound.

And still He loves us.

Not the polished version of us.

The real us.

The Samaritan woman expected rejection.

Instead she encountered mercy.


From Shame to Mission

And something incredible happens.

The woman who came to the well alone… ashamed… hiding from people…

becomes a missionary.

She runs back to the town and says:

“Come see a man who told me everything I have done. Could he be the Christ?”

She becomes the first evangelist in that village.

The people listen to her.

And many come to believe in Jesus.

Why?

Because authentic encounters with Christ change people.

When someone truly meets Jesus, they cannot keep it to themselves.


The Wells in Our Lives

My brothers and sisters, today’s Gospel invites us to ask ourselves a question:

Where are the wells in our lives?

Where do we keep going, hoping to find satisfaction?

Is it work?
Is it approval from others?
Is it comfort or control?

And yet we still feel thirsty.

Jesus meets us there.

At our wells.

And He says the same thing to us that He said to the Samaritan woman:

“I can give you living water.”

The living water is His grace.

It is His mercy.

It is His presence in our lives.

It flows to us through prayer.

Through Scripture.

Through the sacraments.

And especially through the Eucharist, where Christ gives us Himself completely.


The Invitation

Today Jesus is sitting at the well of your life.

And He is waiting for you.

Waiting not to condemn you.

But to speak to you.

To heal you.

To satisfy the deepest thirst of your heart.

The Samaritan woman arrived at the well as a sinner hiding from the world.

She left as a witness to Christ.

That is what Jesus does.

He transforms shame into grace.

He transforms thirst into life.

He transforms ordinary people… into disciples.


So today, when you come forward to receive the Eucharist, remember:

You are coming to the true well.

And Christ is offering you the same gift He offered that woman long ago:

Living water.

Water that heals.

Water that forgives.

Water that leads to eternal life.

Amen.

Sunday, January 18, 2026

When God Calls You Blessed (4th Sunday Ordinary Time - Year A)

 

4th Sunday of Ordinary Time – Year A

Homily: “When God Calls You Blessed”

In today’s Gospel, Jesus climbs a mountain, sits down, and begins to speak.

That detail matters.

In Scripture, mountains are where God meets His people—where heaven feels close, where hearts are laid bare.

And when Jesus speaks from this mountain, He does not shout.

He does not command.

He blesses.

“Blessed are the poor in spirit.”
“Blessed are those who mourn.”
“Blessed are the meek.”

And if we are honest, many of us hear those words and quietly think, That doesn’t feel blessed.

Because we live in a world that tells us blessing looks like success, comfort, recognition, and control.

But Jesus looks at a crowd filled with the tired, the overlooked, the grieving, the struggling—and He calls them blessed.

Why?

Because Jesus is not describing what the world rewards.

He is revealing where God is closest.

The Beatitudes are not ideals for perfect people.

They are promises for wounded people.

To be poor in spirit means you have come to the end of pretending you can carry life on your own.

To mourn means you have loved deeply enough to be broken.

To be meek means you have learned that gentleness is stronger than anger.

To hunger and thirst for righteousness means your heart aches for things to be made right again.

Jesus is telling us that these moments—these painful, vulnerable places—are not where God abandons us.

They are where He meets us.

 

Let me tell you a story that might help us understand this message a little more clearly.

There was a father who came to Mass every Sunday with his teenage daughter.

They always sat in the same pew.

She leaned against him during the homily.

People noticed them because they were always together—but what they didn’t know was why.

Several years earlier, this father had lost his wife.

Cancer.

Quick.

Cruel.

No amount of prayer seemed to stop it.

After the funeral, his daughter stopped speaking much at home.

She would go to her room and close the door.

He didn’t know how to fix it—and that helplessness was its own grief.

One night, overwhelmed, he sat alone at the kitchen table and whispered, “Lord, I don’t know how to be both mother and father.

I don’t know how to heal her pain.

I don’t even know how to heal my own.”

The next Sunday, the Gospel was the Beatitudes.

As he listened, one line pierced him:
“Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.”

He said later, “I always thought blessing meant God would take the pain away.

That day I realized blessing meant God was staying with us in it.”

So he did something small—but holy.

Every Sunday after Communion, he would quietly reach over and hold his daughter’s hand.

No words. No fixing. Just presence.

Weeks passed.

Then months.

However, One Sunday, she squeezed his hand back and whispered,

“Dad… I think Mom would be proud of you.”

That moment did not erase their grief.

But it changed it.

Their mourning became a place where love still lived.

Brothers and sisters, that is the Kingdom Jesus is talking about.

The Beatitudes teach us that God does not wait for us to be strong before calling us blessed.

He meets us precisely where we are weak.

The world says, “Fix yourself, then come to God.”

Jesus says, “Come to Me—and I will make you whole.”

The Beatitudes are not steps to happiness.

They are a revelation of the heart of Christ.

Jesus is poor in spirit—He empties Himself completely.

Jesus mourns—He weeps over Jerusalem.

Jesus is meek—He does not defend Himself before Pilate.

Jesus hungers and thirsts—for our salvation.

Jesus is merciful—He forgives the sinner.

Jesus is pure of heart—His love never wavers.

Jesus is the peacemaker—His cross reconciles heaven and earth.

Jesus is persecuted—yet He remains faithful.

To live the Beatitudes is not to escape suffering—it is to allow God to transform it.

And so today, if you feel tired in your faith…

If you are grieving someone or something you have lost…

If you are struggling to forgive…

If you are quietly trying to do the right thing when no one sees…

Hear the words of Jesus spoken directly to you:

Blessed are you.

Not because life is easy.

Not because you have it all figured out.

But because God is near—and the Kingdom has already begun.

 

As we come to this altar, we bring our poverty of spirit, our mourning, our longing for peace.

And Jesus gives us not answers, but Himself.

May we leave today trusting that even in our brokenness, even in our tears, God is at work—and His blessing is already resting upon us.

Blessed are you.      For yours    is the Kingdom     of heaven.